Friday, February 18, 2011

Tuhann! kuatkan aty KAMI !

pg td,, g tame tgku anis b'sama t'sygg, my mum n yaya.. sdaxx .. :)
dk cokoh jh ath kusi,, x g jog pn.. ph 2,, sayanggg ku ajox g dk ath keto.. ph,, kami g la..~~
sdax~ huhu,, dk kcek2,, lepok2,, n tgk2 ore hk llu lale.. appy nyo la bleyh spent maso ng my sayangg,, lpah sudoh dh kcek2,, sayoo ajox la dy tbep lua.. g cari umi.. ph 2,, x jupo.. hk jupo nyo, tmpt strtgc utk kmi dudokk ( bowoh pokok).. :) tgh dk ralik bua2,, t'npok klibt umi.. ph,, g la kt umi.. n then,, jale mnuju k keto.. maso naek keto dh,, t'npok budin (student f5 2008).. ph,, sayo oyk la,, "aik ! po knl.. budin la,, my exbf.. tp,, bxp td x jupo dy pn,, ?" ph,, syo pn klih la ko zakir.. napok dy moody jh,, hmmm,, biakea dy.. nk tgk jelez dy 2 staro mn.. ~~
ph2,, mso oth nk blik,, umi pn wt tbep idea,, nk g make roti cnai.. syo pn v la cdangea,,make kt stesen mnyok caltex, ado rstoran c2,, sdaxx roty cana c2.. :)
bilo sapa c2,, ttp plop doh eyh..ph,, g la tgk kt depe pspn,, c2 kea ado jgx kda roty cana.. mujo la bukop.. ph,, make la roti cana kosong 2 bijik..haha,, kenye nyoo..lpah sudoh make,, zakir kto, nk ikot balek rmoh jgx,, ph,, blek laa~~
bilo sapa,, dy kato nk kol saem dy.. namo 'akok'.. sede molek time 2,, syo msuk dale umoh mta.. bsuh bju koprat.. blo tbep lua.. tgk dy xdk !! mak aii !! sakit nyo aty akuu! truh kol dy,, tny, 'g mn gx? dh la x oyk spatoh! '
dy pn kto,, 'b g teme akok beli nasi kda kaksah mta.. '
'hmmm,, ho la! lpah sudoh beli, mri cny lluh! jnge v lewo klaem !'
ph 2 gx, g la kt umi.. tny umi,, xse bsuh keto kor?? cema parop keto 2h.. umi pn kto,,okey jgx..
ph,, bsuh la keto ng umi.. dkat 15min jgx,, dy x mncul2.. aty nim panah doh nim !
ph 2,, kol la dy.. tny gny ' eyh, bli nasi wpow pluh bukuh? nrakkor mso nim x sdoh2 ag!'
'sbr ygg,, jp ag b sapa la..'
'ho la *#$@ ! ...................................................'
(stat la adegan baloohh )
mlah doh eyh nk tuliss,, bia trgntung sudoh laa~~


Sunday, February 13, 2011

malahnyoo nk g kloh !

ya tuhann!! bxp la sero brat gilo bade nk g mandi !! smale,, mme x brty dk jrit.. dk pk psl 2.. kul 7.20 b'agkt g skloh ng brat aty.. daley kul 10 lbh g2 la,, dy pn g kt kluz,, tny dy, ' gno b? kno 2ka dop ? ' dy kto ' xtw ag yunx,, mma ppa dk kcek ng pngtuo la 2..' bla3... ph,, dle kul 11 lbh,,
dy pn g kt kls,, dy kto ' ygg,, kno 2ka kloh.. '
'gp b? 2ka? dmi allah eyh?'
'ho yg,, tobak lillah ! demi allah ! lny, b kno g kt dorm mta.. nk g ambp buke teks.. '
ya allah ! bxp la sapa g2mor?? xcaro kokre doh kali ni!! mme jrit truh spanje ary 2..time ckgu hanisah (addmath) dk ngja,, mme x msuh gpo 1.. dk rlik jerit jh,, sapa ckgu pn tnyo, 'awk ni bxp? xkea gwe bru nk g pn jrit doh..' bla3...... ph, msuk plop ckgu BI, tnyo bndo tulo jgx !! ya allah !! sdih nyo aku.. ph,, mtop izin ng ckgu kto nk g toilet.. pdhl, nk g cari zakir bnanyo.. ph2,, jupo la ng dy kt tanggo.. dk jrit c2 dh r ng dy.. bdop2 4KM3 dk llu.. rama la jgx hk tgk aq dk jrit.. mtop2 pok2 dy pehe.. sblom g msuk kls 2,, aq oyk kor zakir. ' b,, sblom b g kakre,,kt jupo mta deh.. plz sygg.. ' ph dy kato.. ' okey yangg !' aq pn g la msk klas.. ngtkor tenea cket nk blaja.. upo2 nyo dop ! ph,, mtop izn ng ckgu nk g blik pkhem.. hjat nk g jupo pkhem sdri.. nk g tntut jnjy dy.. tp, dy x dk.. ph, jupo la ng ckgu zulkifli.. ckgu 2 baep sgt.. dy byk v smangt kpku.. dy suh aq b'sbr.. mjurla jgx dy phe mslh hk aq hdapi.. lpah kcek ng ckgu zul,, aq pn blek k kluz mulaa... ph,, dale kul 3 g2la..aq tnggu zkir dle kluz,, dy x mncul2 jgx.. sdihh nyo time 2.. rama gilo ore tnyo 'bxp t??' , ' bo la jrit nyoo' .. bla3.. ph2,, time 2 mme x dk pljr dh la kt kawase skloh.. aq pn g la jle k asrama sore2,, dale p'jalanea 2.. mme dk jrit jh la.. po ore x btol dh sero.. mace2 dk pk dale palo otok time 2.. xdk sapo dh la nk bual2 ng aq time ckgu x dk dale kluz,, xdk dh la bezfwen aq dle kluz n mce2 ag la... sdih nyo ya allah!! blo sapa dale dorm F202,, aq x brety dk jrit.. saem2 tnyo,, bxp t?? aq oyk la 'ckgu psohkea aq n zkir.. pete ni zkir nk g dh la.. zkir tggl aq dh la.. aq nk mati la sero.. xdk guno la idop lw drito gny..' ph,, saem2 dley dorm dk sruh ngucap2.. time 2 aq kaba,, aq waras ! tp,, x leh nk pk doh.. gre sero nk g trjun bngunea ! tp,, blo pk kor umi ayoh, x se la plop wt g2.. xkea krno jte, sggp bnuh dri.. tp, akn aq buat lw x leh ork cgt ! AQ KEA GILO KOR JATE HOK NAMO MOHAMMAD MUZAKKIR B. MARZUKI ! prep pd pte 2 x dk.. dgnti dngn kluz mngji.. time 2,, ustaz 2 lpah lwat cket.. ph,, lpah ustz 2 abiz kcex,, aq truh g kt public phone,, kol nom papa dy,, kcek la ng my sygg,, tny dy 'b dk mn dh 2?'(kcexble2jrit la..)
dy pn kto, 'b dk kt trffic lght jlawat ny yggg..'
aq pn oyk dy,, 'sapa aty b x tggu bby.. kea kt jnjy dh nk jupo.. bxp b tggl bby ?'
dy pn oyk la,, 'sorry ygg,, b xckak cri dh yg,, b mri ng papa ni,, buke ng saem.. gny la,, kul 6 jp ag, bby kol plop dh..'
'Ok, bye, luv u,, muachxx..'
'luv u 2 sayangg,, muachhxx..'
ph2, npok mama jhan jale mnju k pjbt wrden.. dy pn pggl.. dy kato,, 'kjap ag, lps solat asar, sy nk jmpe ngn Wan nur Izzatie, Najma Anis n Shahrul Liyana ' ... lpah sudoh mye,, g la jabat wrden ng anis.. liya x dk coz time 2,, dy x g asrama ag.. kcek la ng mama mace2 time 2.. lst kli.. mma tny,, 'bxp jrit dle kluz tD?? sy dpt aduan dr rmai ckgu yg mngatakan awk dk nngis jer dlm kls td.. kenape?' ph,, aq pn oyk la k dy gp hk aq hdapi tnpo raso mlu wlaupon cket ! mjur la mma pehe.. ph,, dy pn suh naek blik.. mle 2,, time dk dle blik prep,, dy pn g la kt mejo.. dy tny, ' keje sklh awk byk x?klau x byk, tlg trun kt pjbt wrden.,bwak beg skli yer..' ph,, aq pn trun la.. time 2,, bru aq dpt rasokea btapo baek nyo MAMA JHAN! sklo,, mme x sero pn dy 2 seorg pnyayg n baep.. jjur ! dy v nsihat la.. dy suh brsbr n mce2 ag.. ph dy kto,, 'esok, awk g sklh mcm biase dlu.. sy x nk dgr aduan dr ckgu yg mngtkn awk dk mngis. ok?' aq pn jwb la.. ' insyaallah..' :)

Saturday, February 12, 2011

tuhann!! jnge la v dugoe nim.. plzz..

Oh My God !! skso nyo idop !! nysl x sudoh seroo.. time ore v plue,, kt x hrgai.. gny,, ckgu nk psohkea aq n dy.. AKU XSE B'PSOH NG DY !!!!! ckgu,, gp sloh kami?? bxp ckgu nk ata dy k skloh pc blek?? tlong la jnge... ya allahh,, tlg la lmbut kea aty ckgu,,
ary 2,, kno pggl dh kor pkhem sbb gwe,, tp,, mno jnjy pkhem?? dy kto,, 1st pggl, tuka tmpt dduk.. 2nd, kno 2ka kluz,, 3rd, bwu 2ka skloh.. tp,, bxp dy truh nk suh zakir 2ka skloh?? xse la g2! mst dk daley kluz dk tringt dy jh.. jjur deh !! pg2 g skloh pn dsbbkea MUZAKKIR MARZUKI jh ! sero nk g kloh bub nk tgk dy,, dy la sumber insprasi daley idp aq,, tp, bxp ckgu nk suh sumber aq 2 ileyy?? ckgu,, bxp la ckgu nim kejea sgt?? x kea la sbb ore g ngdu psl aq ng dy gwe,, ph ckgu nk psohkea kami?? mno bkti kami gewe?? ado kor ckgu weh?? tlong la jge t'llu dnga woh mulot ore,, sex2 dy deki jh lbih too.. aq mme x kea maafkea sapa bilo2 deh ore hk manda2 g repot k ckgu !! mst mnate hk g repot k ckgu 2 dk gmbiro kea?? gp hk dy nk,, trcapai pn.. dy nk psohkea aq n zakir.. ! sapa aty pok2 mg! lw beci kpku pn,, tlg la jnge sapa gnymo! dh la dk asrama po celako dh seroo .!! ph,, aq ny, g skloh pg2,, suko la sbb bleh klih dy.. tp, lpah pd nim,, gno?? aq nk klih spo? klih ckgu? klih musoh aq? AQ X SE LA BODOH ! aq nk klih ore hok aq saye !! kade2,, aq t'pk jgx,, bokali,, ckgu nim sngajo nk hncur kea mso dpe aq!! pdhl,, jlz2 thu dh PERPISAHAN 2 MNYAKITKEA ! tp, bxp dy wt jgx?? mme keje la ! hncor planning aq nk so skloh ng zakir ! dh la pete nim x leh g skli, dy x g pn pete ni,, lw nk ikopkea,, pngtuo suh g ambp bare doh ! mung jahat laa!!!! sapa aty ngoty dih mg wt aq gny?? aq x kea maafkea mg la bod0! mg sajo jh deki ng aq! sjo nk klih aq sedih! sjo nk wt aq drito !

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

mcm mne bleh kapel ?? mcm ni laa !

sayanggg,, ary ny.. gnap 1thn 2bln kt kapel.. b ingt ag dop gno time 2?? woahh,, sweet sgt,, :)
time 2,, bby ngejah b kea?? haha,, bby mtop nom b ng arik ats tujue t'tntu.. bby jahat time 2,, time 2,, x t'pk pn nk wt gwe btol2,,
1st mcj hk bby ata kor b,,
' weh ayu, nk g kb dop ary sbtu nim ? *ny zaty,, nom bru der. :) '
huhu,, ph lmo 2,, b pn wply,,
'sory, sloh nom.. zaty mn 2? '
bby mme appy gilo time 2.. :) bby pn wply la,,
'owhh,, sory2,, zaty nim la..'
'zaty nim 2,, zaty dk mano? '
'hmmm,, dk pc jh..'
'owhh,, pc 2 mno ?'
'tame kunio,, tw??'
b pn wply,, 'tw2..lorong wpow??'
'hmmm,, lrong 1..'
'lorong 1?? zaty anok kakza cc??'
huhu,, time 2 ,, dale aty mme appy gilo,, sbb, b knl bby.. ;p
'ho la.. awk spo?' (wt lolok x tw.. )
'oloh, ni zakir,, adik emy tanjung '
'owhh,, awok upo nyo..'
'ho la,, eyh,, gwe x mroh kor kt mcj nim??'
bby pn oyk la,, ' hmmm, single n Not Available eyh kito !'
ph b pn tny,, ' owh,, mujo la.. bxp g2 nyo?'
'hmmm,, malah gwe eyh..x sdax..'
bla3.. bnyok ag r hk kt mcj... tnyo kloh mno n laem2 ag.. ph lmo 2,, b tnyo soale yg dnntkea..
' eyh awk,, x sero nk ado gwe kor??'
' x sero ag stkt nim..' (haha,, koya jua mahall.. bia dale aty dok nok lamo dh pomm.. )
ph lmo 2 gx,, b tnyo plop,, bby pn apow lg,, trmo jh la... lpah pd 2,, kt stat la b'msra dgn lbh lnjut ag.. haha,, ph lmo 2,, b pn suh 2ka pggilea.. time 2,, wt lolok x thu nk suh pggl gpo.. ph b pn oyk, pggl b n yunx jh la.. hmmm,, ph2,, kt pn mcj la ' b n yunx ' sdax nyoo,, b'gyut sxmo time 2.. kea3?? huhu,, bru kapel katokea... mme indah gilaax dooe !